SS : Love Have Has It's Own Way Part 12

Recap

She doesn't turn around to look him in the eye but she can tell he was being serious she shakes her head I'm not ashamed with what happened I just regret it had to happen when I was in that sort of mood she mumbles the last sentence she's also afraid that she's terrible . . . since it was her first time


He kisses the top of her head and moves to the fridge to get the eggs you go sit down you're too clumsy right now to cook anything Ram smiles


That's it? that's all he has to say? oh my god was she that bad did he just want to know if it was good for her and say nothing more on her lack of experience? freaking shit Priya slowly makes her way to couch and lies down

Part 12



Ram didn't want to embarrass her anymore than she's already feeling so she doesn't hate him for what they did she doesn't think he took advantage of her to be honest . . . she did a decent job for a v...n It was like . . . there wasn't any awkward moments or anything



To him it was different mind you he didn't sleep with a lot of women he wasn't a v...n before Priya either but unlike the others he had those moments with there were feelings instead of stupid hormonal fun like he had experienced



Ram goes back to  in the kitchen making eggs toast and pours glass of milk for Priya and orange juice for himself what do you want in your omelet? Ram calls from the kitchen



Priya was deep in thought of last night her mind was literally replaying the whole event in great detail she kept trying to think of other things but it just keeps creeping back in her head



Ram watches her amused by her expressions she keeps making with what she's thinking about she just can't hide embarrassing things It's actually really cute Priya? he calls again this time a little louder to get her attention



Priya looks up to him when she heard her name being called and turns to Ram what?



What do you want in your omelet? he asks again



Um . . . chili and onions she answers without making eye contact with him she's already fidgeting with what she's thinking about looking at him would just make her more fidgety



Ram nods and starts at the and said stove you know its easy to read you if you keep trying to hide it



Priya bites her lip and messes with her hair does she normally move this much when she's embarrassed? or is it because she did something she can't take back? that is if she wanted to take it back she isn't freaking out that they did it and doesn't regret that they did it she just has never done it before and isn't used to the idea yet



Shut up . . . she says quietly he has obviously done it before so of course he wouldn't act the same way as she is Priya gets off the couch and starts to pace around the room thinking they decided amongst each other not to give each other titles and that they would go at their own pace she even promised herself not to say she loves him



But that came out before they took each other's clothes off she pinches the bridge of her nose as she tries to pace a hole onto the living room floor she said she loves him . . . she actually said she loves him it has been a month since they made each other a package but she finds herself that it is far too soon to tell him that



Has she always been this easy to read? Ram thinks to himself maybe because he has been around her everyday maybe its because something clicked last night that makes it easier to understand Priya then again any normal human being can read what is going on in her head looking at her expressions and reading her body language but not every little detail of what she is thinking



You're still thinking about last night aren't you? Ram asks before flipping Priya's omelet on one side he puts her omelet on her plate and puts it on the counter for her to get he was still thinking about last night too he's hiding it way better than Priya is but he's thinking about it probably a lot more than she is he won't ask how much Its not a competition on who is more perverted than whom



I bet you're not she mumbles as she gets her breakfast and eat her omelet





It's finally time for them to go back to the home they had packed up their stuff the night before and had made lunch as they wait for their ferry they haven't spoken about the night they slept with each other



He knew that if they talked about it they would get in another fight about it Priya didn't want to fight either That would probably explain why he hasn't touched her since then



He was only being cautious of his movement around her If he touched her there might be two reactions one of them most likely knowing Priya to be the angry type either he touches her and she becomes distant from remembering the s.x or he touches her and she jumps to conclusions that he wants more and gets mad at him for it being with this girl just confuses the living hell out of him



They eat their lunch silently just taking in the fact that they're going back home in a couple hours and back to their lives will they act differently around each other when they get back Is there honeymoon stage over after this?



Are you going to go out and party with your buddy when we get back Priya asks him before going into the kitchen and washes her dish for the last time when she gets back home she plans to get her back on the computer and put all the poems and short stories she wrote on the island onto her computer before she forgets about it



Probably not he answers with a shrug before picking at his food



Priya goes back into her room for an idiot check she goes over to the bookshelf to take out some books she hasn't read in a couple years before an envelope plops forward from the back of the shelf she picks it up remembering it to be the engagement ring that once belonged to Ram's mother



She actually forgot about it her hiding it in the back of the bookshelf in order to forget about it since day one was originally the plan she takes the ring out and stares at it in her palm for a while until she thought of trying it on after slipping it onto her ring finger she stares at the ring just thinking of wearing it for the rest of her life



Truth be told . . . she's slowly starting to agree with the idea she's too young to marry but the idea of being with Ram forever is starting to sound less and less horrible why the hell not? she already said she loves him She goes into the living room with her luggage and bag in hand to find Ram unmoved on the couch reading books



Do you love me? Priya asks quietly



What was that? Ram looks over to Priya who is blushing tomato red what?



Damn he did hear Priya sighs and looks him dead in the eye Do you love me? she asks again but softly she feels the need to ask only because when she had finally told him that she loved him he didn't say that he loved her back



He blinks a few times and puts the book down on the coffee table before making his way to her they don't break eye contact as he comes closer to her and pulls her in by the waist and kisses her he notices that she responds to his kisses by mirroring what he's doing holding him around his neck and pulling each other closer to deepen the kiss



The closeness that they were giving off felt the same feeling as the last time they gasp for breath in between their kisses of course I do Ram says under his breath and goes back to kissing Priya



He lifts her up from her waist and moves into the bedroom as they go on with the animalistic kissing.



Of course I love you



I should have told you the moment that I met you that I could fall head over heels for you

When we spent late nights talking about everything and nothing, I should have told you that I was attracted to you.

When you showed me your sensitive side then hurriedly tried to cover it with a witty phrase I should have told you that I was in awe of you

When the rain was falling so fast we couldn't see I should have kissed you

When the night was cold and you complained of it's bitterness I should have held your hand

When you smiled and my knees went weak I should have told you

When you touched me I should have mentioned the jump of my stomach

When I saw the ache of sadness in your eyes I should have held you fast to me

When I looked into your eyes and you asked what was the matter I should have told you that I adore you and when you showed me things no one else has I should have said, that I feel everything for you

When you stood beside me and asked why I was staring, I should have told you how strong you make me feel and when you walked away I should have screamed how weak I am without you

When you were talking to others I should have begged for your attention

I should have told you how jealous I am of the people who know you much better than I

I should have mentioned the times I spent plotting how to bring out the smile that warms everything inside of me but I didn't and now your walking away and I'm calling to you you turn and I'm speechless

I don't know what to say but your waiting and I have to say it now or I'll loose you and without you I'm nothing

Stumbling and mumbling you ask what I'm trying to say so I say the only thing that matters

I love you Priya



I love you too Ram he pulls her in tight hug



Ram now is time to go back to homes Priya tells



Priya I don't want to go I want to live with you he said



Really



Ram nodded in yes



Priya place one quick kiss on his lips and said go get ready now



Nooo



 Priya said what no just go and push him towaerd his room





She come out with her bags in hand and shoulder as they watch the ferry dock the workers on the ferry get their bags for them before making way to the home It was a silent trip back but they felt it was needed



After they land at the airport back home two cars are waiting for them they live close to each other anyway so they didn't find it weird at all that they're not going to live on the same roof anymore



Ram gets into the car puts on his sunglasses before the chauffer speeds back home coming back home the city now feels compared to the island he was stuck on for the past two months he'll have to explain everything to Vikram when he sees him



Ram enters his home to hear his parents screaming at each other this is new his father is hardly ever around and when he is he and Ram's mother hardly talk to each other his father goes by without a word storming out of the house in frustration



What did I miss? Ram asks



His mother pinches her nose fighting back tears for whatever she and her husband were arguing about then looks to Ram



Ram I think we'll have to cancel the engagement . . .

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